Before I head off the first thing I want to spell out is am not desperate neither am I complaining.
So the past few months have been tremendously humbling and yet again very teaching...I have learnt a lot in three months that I would have taken years to get a grasp on. Right after college I got a big chance to work with one of the biggest organisation in town and for two months my internship was one great experience.Now in all sincerity I wanted so bad to be retained and work along side very interesting people in that organisation so I took on another month working along side them with a little gain at the end that would have given me more momentum than anything else and boy did I ever get a thank you...ask me after the next experience in my ot so long work life.
So right after my never paid and never thank you's experience I embarked on yet another journey.I got a two months job as an enumerator in the National population census and every energy I put in my internship so did I put in this new job and my zeal to work well was so evident in my every move.It's coming close to a month after my contract and I have not for once seen a penny wired to my account as wage for my work done.Now in all sincerity I am frustrated but yet again motivated to keep going who knows these experiences may someday bring me something to remember and smile over.
Then recently, I embarked on long journey to search for masters scholarship to venture into academics and grow my brain.Now if I could I could turn education into a career but to my demise I have greatly failed to find ground and forndation.Scholarships are hard to get especially for a lady down the sahara with little help but only from a phone.Am very fustrated alot of times in my search.How do others do it?How do other interns get retained and you get dropped?How do people get paid on all their jobs and you don't?How do others get scholarships and I don't?In my ever needed desire not to look at the people around me but motivation for tomorrow comes from around.
So to my not so grown intellect I have come to believe God is white! God is so white that development happened to be in white filled countries..so white that to be black to keep in the sun scorch struggle of everyday.He is white to the T. He maybe black somedays but surely not on days that I need a decent break.If in the near future something worth while happens not against my will but for it then I will remind you that God is so black.For now he is too white to understand my demise.(I am joking)
So the past few months have been tremendously humbling and yet again very teaching...I have learnt a lot in three months that I would have taken years to get a grasp on. Right after college I got a big chance to work with one of the biggest organisation in town and for two months my internship was one great experience.Now in all sincerity I wanted so bad to be retained and work along side very interesting people in that organisation so I took on another month working along side them with a little gain at the end that would have given me more momentum than anything else and boy did I ever get a thank you...ask me after the next experience in my ot so long work life.
So right after my never paid and never thank you's experience I embarked on yet another journey.I got a two months job as an enumerator in the National population census and every energy I put in my internship so did I put in this new job and my zeal to work well was so evident in my every move.It's coming close to a month after my contract and I have not for once seen a penny wired to my account as wage for my work done.Now in all sincerity I am frustrated but yet again motivated to keep going who knows these experiences may someday bring me something to remember and smile over.
Then recently, I embarked on long journey to search for masters scholarship to venture into academics and grow my brain.Now if I could I could turn education into a career but to my demise I have greatly failed to find ground and forndation.Scholarships are hard to get especially for a lady down the sahara with little help but only from a phone.Am very fustrated alot of times in my search.How do others do it?How do other interns get retained and you get dropped?How do people get paid on all their jobs and you don't?How do others get scholarships and I don't?In my ever needed desire not to look at the people around me but motivation for tomorrow comes from around.
So to my not so grown intellect I have come to believe God is white! God is so white that development happened to be in white filled countries..so white that to be black to keep in the sun scorch struggle of everyday.He is white to the T. He maybe black somedays but surely not on days that I need a decent break.If in the near future something worth while happens not against my will but for it then I will remind you that God is so black.For now he is too white to understand my demise.(I am joking)
