JUST HOW I FEEL. |
Like as if my almost graduate troubles were not enough,I found myself caught up with a crush on a guy far to be my elder brother(well a lot of them usually are)but for a petitte me, that was very funny...now here is my problem,my brain was very busy looking at the things that matter and setting the pace for yet another venture when my heart decided to notice the little nice details that this unaware Mr. Man sparked off.(the things that troubled my 21 year old brain)You see, he must be way up there in age yet not old to scare the naive liking me but in all truth the reason for the state of my heart was in the exposure and adventure that is so much entailed in his life..he makes anyone want to go out there and see more. Drama never ceases to walk down my path...yet am trying to get to heaven. Being in my shoes is sometimes something I would want to advocate for but am a little terrified because I know someone else could get me in a much worse state than I get myself into very other day.
The journey has just began, for these many unending experiences of the true nature of life,who knows maybe the quiet life that I have for so long wanted may end up being not so much like a dream.Now am back to the point of nothing to lose, seeing the little details of life as they unfold and yes,life can be so interesting when you choose to view it objectively.Today,I tick off my calender another day and another week.It's finally over or not really over. I once again look forward to more interviews lined up on my schedule...more jobs that will take me a while to accept and many more crushes to come but am hoping that something permanent may walk down my way(am more than ripe for harvest). For now.
Stop reading...am frustrated by now, especially because this is the second time my work is getting lost...the things I go through.Tomorrow is is another day and I have to be at my best .I am growing and who knows when I look back a few years from now,this will be nothing!!!