OF DEEP-END PITS
Today I danced with the thought of suicide [Selah]
I am not brave enough to do it but the thought crossed my mind;
I am happy with my life… it just has been hard holding things together for a while now…
And the fear to ask for help…
People say call me when you need me but I have called sometimes and I could tell the disdain on the other end…
Also, my pride started to shy away from just asking.
But today I danced with the idea of suicide.
For the first time…it felt like a simple solution to my problems;
I know I am not brave enough to do it…but the thought of it scared me a little bit.
Thoughts become actions…
Today I danced with the solution to living;
Today I danced with the thought of suicide...
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