When they say a man initiates and a woman responds....
It is sounds like the ideal and proper thing...until the heart of a lady breaks the rules of attraction....
He was my fantasy...my everything
To be totally honest...I was irrational and totally obsessed.
But I know I need to get over him ...and soon.
Yesterday I could barely eat while in my melancholic,
Fray music rocking,sitting in my room looking very romance novelty-trance.
And then today I went through school in an unenthusiastic apathetic trance like state.
Just...I want to get over you,
I know I need to,but I don't know if I can...and I certainly can't picture doing it without some strange not so brief stint of deeply melancholic teenage depressing heartache.
Please don't tell me just to take up a new hobby or hangout with friend more often because I have tried that and it hasn't worked!
I'm in far too deep for that!
They say time heals all wounds and soothes all memories.
The only issue is this...
Imagine it like a clock and you keep waiting for the time to arrive when it will be over...
As time goes by...I will get a firm understanding with myself,that this il al be a memory in the future,it will be over with.I will forget you.
