Empty feels real some days,
The days that you feel like you need some normal,
that keeps evading you.
Empty feels real right now,
To know that there is no person waiting on the other side of the road.
To be waiting on nothing,
To have nothing to look forward to,
That void only you learn to
fill with your own little workings.
But man was born for relationship,
And man thrives in love.
So to look in the mirror and love myself has come easy,
But the overflow has not found a vessel to drain in.
And so I embrace the loneliness...
I embrace the rawness of this void...
I hold this empty for a moment...
Until I hold something that feels warm and real for a
while.
I am empty, void and caught in the pain of not finding
you...
I need you to find me sooner than later...
Not to fill the void but to make this void have purpose.
To give to me another piece of the story that is missing, for the moments to make sense.
I need you to show up and stir up the storm of life beckoning to exists.