You have been gone for so long;
I can't fathom how long;
Now I seek you yet I find you not;
They don't teach a mother's love down here
And even if they did, they would not teach your love:
I miss you in oceans...
And then I drown in them.
You have been a piece of me that I have held on to for meaning.
So maybe someday it is going to make sense
Perhaps the pain will fade
Perhaps the heart will stop aching,
But in bouts of pain, I think about you.
I may not be sure of a lot of things;
But I am sure that you are forever my love
My reason for going on;
the reason I keep trying;
So for every moment, I can say;
"Mama would be proud"
I miss you today and even tomorrow I will;
But I pray that the heavens help me live one more day
In the hope that you might not be here
But everything is going to be alright.
I miss you mama; I really miss you Vidah!!!
